If you're thinking about Suicide..... Read This First

Is it really THAT bad?

We've ALL been there.

We've all had the thought running through out minds.

Being sick of it all, down, depressed, hating life, hating our own life, feeling so miserable that you just want to end it all.

I've been there myself a few times. But everyone is different.

The last thing you want to hear from someone is that "everything will be fine"

You are in the deepest darkest place right now and when they say that it means nothing.

Some may even get angry or upset with you. That is normal too. They aren't in the place where you are. They are afraid for you, for them. They just don't understand.

When I was younger death was something I just never had to deal with but as I grow older is seems more and more common. Accidents, Health, Age, and unfortunately suicide.

I may have been one of those who would have gotten angry and said it is a cop out. This will get better. I still feel that way. Because I know things DO get better. But I found this website and it opened my eyes a bit as to possibly where and why these people do what they do. And even though we may all have, at one point, had those suicidal feelings we still had a glimmer of hope somewhere in us to continue on and live.

I couldn't imagine feeling so desperate and hopeless that I didn't even have that sliver of a feeling of wanting to live. Having that question of do I really want to end my life? is it really that bad? Snuffed right out of me.

The reason why I have written this blog is because one of the pressmen from where I work killed himself Saturday. I didn't know him well at all. He had only been working there a few months. He was young, good looking, seemed to be nice. But that shows you that anyone can have these thoughts.


Please check out this site out

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/


I hope this blog finds people really need it or could help someone who might need it. That alone makes me feel better.