All About Nothing

Can you belive that it is already the end of October and we turn the clocks back 1 hour this weekend!!!

Funny how fast time goes by. When you stop and think of what you have been through in the last year.

Last year, at this time, I was going through some rough times.

My husband and I were in the process of seperating. I was conflicted at every turn. It was like he didn't want to move out but at the same time we couldn't work anything out. We needed the space.

Every time I was seeing someone or I went out on a date and he found out I would get this sarcastic attitude from him. Which made me NOT want to talk to him.

Now, here we are, a year later. We talk and hang out. We are still there for each other, But still living apart. (Seems to work better that way).

The other day we wer talking about this girl he had met on myspace and was meeting in person. A few days later when I talked to him he was telling me about her. That she was a nice person and was very pretty but was also telling me that he felt she was way out of his league and he probably wouldnt see her again. So I was being supportive and asking why he felt that way and that it could work he has to stop thinking that way.

And as our conversation was going on, I was thinking....Whatis wrong with this picture??? LOL

He's asking me why I wasnt up seeing my "boyfriend" and Im talking to him about seeing some other woman....strange - But true.

So we have come a long way.

He lets me come down and watch my shows that I have taped on the DVD and that come on certain nights and I cook supper and we do go out places (shopping, Eat, Movies). We are there for each other. We are and will alwasy be good friends.

I still love him and never want anything bad to happen to him. We just weren't meant to be together in that way I guess.

What I wanted and needed he just wasn't able or willing to give me. He was always happy with the same old status quo and I wasn't.

But we are both in a better place now.

Easily put - if you want to see what my life is like watch the movie "The Break up"

When I saw it I thought I was looking at my life. Right down to the end.

So, to wrap this up. The last year and a half of my life has been crazy. A lot of changes, ups and downs. But here I am stronger.

Can't wait to see what happens and where I will be a year from now.

So until then........... Live Life With No Regrets!