What Hurts The Most.......

Just recently, I had someone extremely special in my life just drop out and disappear. No good byes, no explaination, Nothing.

Even though we didn't see each other and talking to each other had dropped drastically just knowing he was still there if and when I needed him was somehow comforting.

When I found myself down and out and no one else was able to make me smile. When no one else, no matter how hard they'd try could reach me, he always seems to be able to bring me back from the point of no return.

And now that he is gone it scares me. What happens if and when I get that way again? How will I bounce back? What if no one will be able to reach me and help pull me back?

Not that I don't understand. Because I do. And if that is what he feels he must do then I will respect that and honor his wishes. It's is more the way he went about doing what he did. He was a real important part of my life and I thought I was the same to him. He always told me that if he had decided to stop talking to me he wouldn't just disappear on me. He would let me know first. And guess what??..... he didn't and that sucks.

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do