Self Reflection

It's been a while since I just took time for myself and by now it was way over due!!!!

Im always doing things for other people, helping and supporting, spreading myself thin at times so finally I took some well deserved time for myself.

I needed to get things done and spend some time reviewing....thinking about things and doing some self reflection.

It was a Beautiful day for all this.

I was up early and started my day about 8am. I threw on my Swim suite top and my jean shorts and headed outside. I washed my car and my motorcycle. In between doing loads of laundry and hanging them out to dry. Since it was such a hot sunny day it took no time at all to dry so that I had another load ready.

Up until this point I hadn't been out in the sun too much. I have been careful to watch that. I tan rather easily and quickly. Doesn't take much for me.

By the time I get finished with all this it was about 2 in the afternoon. I had quiet the tan. I did keep note of it so I didnt get too much sun. I figured I had enough it was time to go in and pick up a bit and wash up.

In just a few hours I have a nice dark tan. Just starting to turn a bit red but not to where it hurts. SO I have what most people spend months trying to get in just a few hours being busy outside.

I was also thinking about where I was heading and how I was feeling -- More so on how I was feeling. Which has not been so good lately.

Im not happy with myself. Which means it's time for me to start taking the time to spend on myself to make me feel good again. whatever that may take.... Working out, Pampering, Just getting that feeling that I am accomplishing something.

It was a well deserved break away from work also.

So now Im getting myself back on track. slowly but surely. Financially, emotinally, physically, mentally.