Stopping To Smell The Roses

Just recently I have been hosptialized.

Nothing major, or at least I dont think, but it could have been serious.

I have been having some shortness of breath and decided to actually go to the doctors and have it checked out, thinking it was a chest cold. How wrong I was!

My lungs were clear but my BP was 240/140. I was in super hypertension.

Had to go to the ER at Bassett in Cooperstown. My worst fear of course of them admitting me occurred.

But I found out who really cared about me. All the calls, texts and visitors - Didn't know so many people cared.

But it also put things more into perspective. I was kinda losing touch of that.

Life is too short to be brooding over things you have no control over.

As for reltionships, well I know what I want and what I am looking for and I just can't settle for less. I need to do what is best for me and what will make me happy.

I can't make someone love me or make them want to be with me. But I don't need to settle for second place either. I WANT to be that important person. The one they can't wait to see and be with. I want their love and attention and I dont want to have to hide it from anyone. I want to know that they think I am beautiful and special and that they love me for me without having to ask or pull it from them.

But I will take things as they come. And Just Enjoy life. I will find that special someone who will just sweep me off my feet. Probably when I least Expect it! So Im stopping to Smell The Roses More often and Enjoy the Sun!