Heartbroken

I know most of you will think this is stupid and that it is only a dog.

But to me, I love animals and I have raised him since he was a pup.

Nanook is technically Paul's dog and when we split my parents didn't want me to keep him at my place. they own the apartment building I live at and they said he had to go. Which at first broke my heart.

Paul found a friends who said his parents would let Nanook stay there. But he was so use to being with my dog (Maxx) and having the love and attention that I gave him. So when he was left by himself and left outside he seemed to bark a little more than usual.

Some of their neighbors complained and the dog warden finally showed up there and said they have til Feb. 20th to get rid of him.

Now we have been trying to find him a good home but it seems to be hard to find anyone who wants another dog.

I don't want to lose him. I would rather he be home with me but I have no choice. I have visited him a few times already and each time I've cried and hated to leave him. I would take him for a walk, bring him treats and water.

Well Paul got a hold of and Akita Rescue that takes Akita breeds only and places them in a good home. Which is good but still heart breaking for me because I will never get to see him again.

I'm torn and I have no idea what else I can do. It feels like I'm losing a part of me and I hate that.