Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

They say that breaking up is hard to do........

and it's true, especially when you really care about someone.

I could kind of see it coming. But still I was surprised. Things haven't been the same for Rich and I in a while. I felt that he wasn't always there with me. I know he has a lot on his mind, but who does't?

I don't know maybe he just really didn't want to be with me anyways. It seemed real easy for him to walk away. He told me that if we had problems that we would work it out and talk thing over but I guess not true either. Guess you don't really knwo what you would do until you go through them.

He said he had to figure things out and work on things. I told him I would give him the time and space he needed. Just wished it didnt hurt this much.

Guess I loved him more than I thought.

Everything happens for a reason.

We are suppose to be friends. Thast how we left it. Going back to just being friends. Can you really do that? is it possible? You know how that "Friends" things works out. At first maybe things will be fine. But if he doesn't work things out and decided he doesnt want to be with me then eventually we won't even talk. Especially if we get "Others" in our lives. It will seem too Odd.

I am going to miss alot about him. He could make me laugh or smile, the crazy antics of he and his friends, the bond fires, the late nights, him holding me and kissing me. When he wasn't so preoccupied it was wonderful. And Im going to miss Terry. My little energizer Bunny.

Im sure she won't even think of me twice.

But who knows. Maybe things will work out. Maybe he will figure out what he needs to and we can get back to where we were before.

If so great if not then Life will go on.