Lost

Lately I have this "lost" feeling. Like I'm not sure of what I'm doing or how I feel about anything anymore.

I feel like I'm losing myself.

Could be the winter blues. But what if it isn't?

I dont feel like Im a happy person anymore. Like Im heading down that road of self destruction again.

Not sure what to do about it. I don't want to make a big deal about things. But how am I to get back on track?

I feel like i need to disappear - Get away - some how regroup.

I wish I could say what could or would make me happy.

I know the stressed of everyday trying to make ends meet. Worrying about what bill I can afford to pay and if things will ever get better doesn't help.

I have started to work out again, so Im hoping that will help.
I guess we'll just have to wait and see.