Have you ever been doing something: driving in your car, cleaning the house, at work, doing yard work....... just going on about your every day business and suddenly something triggers your memory?
Of course you have, everyone has. That certain smell, song, pict, or a favorit saying, a special spot you use to go to.
And of course it always hits you at the most odd times. Sometimes making you sad (depending on the memory it brings) But the good ones, the ones that make you smile from ear to ear. Those are the best.
Like a first kiss and how your bodies both trembled when you met for the first time.
Or the first time you first talked on the phone and giggled like school kids.
Or when a certain scent fills the air and you remember how it felt to have your face buried in his chest as his arms were wrapped around you, and you are holding on for dear life not wanting to let go. You can feel his chin on your head. Then you look up and feel his kiss on your forehead.
No matter how long ago or recent those memories may be they always seem to creep up on you.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Friday, December 16, 2005
Crash
I was at work the other day trying to redo my Statement of Ownerships for the numerous papers we publish and before I knew it my chair just snappe in half and I found myself face first in the create of Newsprint.
My neck hurt and my ribs felt bruised. I couldnt help but laugh my ass off because it was funnier then hell!
But Im paying for it now. My back and the right side of my body is sore and Im sure it is bruised up by now, I haven't actually checked.
And my neck feels like I have whip lash.
I have this pain that goes from the lower part of my neck up through the middle of my head but I'm not sure if that is from having a head each which in turn could be becuase of the crash.
It's always something with me. If Im not falling on ice or tripping over my feet, or even falling off the top step into the bushes I can't even managed to stay seating in my chair at work!
Go ahead Laugh it up........ what goes around comes around!
My neck hurt and my ribs felt bruised. I couldnt help but laugh my ass off because it was funnier then hell!
But Im paying for it now. My back and the right side of my body is sore and Im sure it is bruised up by now, I haven't actually checked.
And my neck feels like I have whip lash.
I have this pain that goes from the lower part of my neck up through the middle of my head but I'm not sure if that is from having a head each which in turn could be becuase of the crash.
It's always something with me. If Im not falling on ice or tripping over my feet, or even falling off the top step into the bushes I can't even managed to stay seating in my chair at work!
Go ahead Laugh it up........ what goes around comes around!
Parenting
I was debating on weather or not I should Blog about this, but isn't that what blogs are for? To write down what happens or how you feel, to inform.
To me Blogging is an Online diary that you allow everyone to view. That thought is a little unsettling sometimes.
Anyways, I was talking today to someone I care about and look up to. Someone who has always made me smile and laugh when everything else in my life brought me down. I thought he knew me pretty well. And would have known I love children and know my situation in that field.
Granted I have no children of my own right now, and who knows if I ever will. But it is not from lack of interest in wanting them but for medical reasons why I dont have them now.
We got into a conversation about playing out in the snow, building snow forts and castles and making snow angels and snowmen. He made a comment that he hasn't done any of that since he was in his teens, which is kinda sad. But he does have a child and I mentioned to him about not doing any of these things with his son and he said no that he doesnt play out in the snow. A few things were said as to why he doesn't play in the snow. I in turn gave an opinion as to why I thought his child felt this way. In no way was I putting him down or trying to tell him how to raise his child. Just simply and observation and common sense which Im sure anyone with or without a child would put together.
Whether it was in playing or him meaning what he said, the words that came out of his mouth did hurt. And me being how I am, refused to show him and let him know that what he said did hurt me alot.
To paraphrase what he said was basically that I didn't have any children so who was I to tell him how to raise his child. And when I have a child then I can give him advice.
Now why is it that some people feel that because you don't have children, that you haven't a clue as to how to raise them or that you would have no clue as to how to handle them or even know what to do with them. It's always something like: You wouldn't understand you don't have any children or how could you possible know you dont have children.
You know just because you do have a child doesn't mean that you have all the answers and have the market cornered on parenthood.
Believe me, I know plenty of parents that haven't a clue and don't care and it shows in their children. So you tell me, is possible I wouldn't or couldn't do a better job???
You can ask any of my friends how I am with children and they will all tell you that I would be a good parent.
As a matter of fact........there are many cases where trying to be too good of a parent doesnt help the child in the least. No one wants to see their child hurt or see them have any troubles but you know what, that is life. And that is how most of us learned how to live and survive because face it.......the world is not a perfect place and to have your child live in this big fantasy world that everything is all fine and dandy will only hurt them in the end. Not saying you have to be harsh with them but let them learn that they cant get everything they want all the time, that no - life isn't fair. But that not matter what happens and what they choose to do you will always love them and support them.
So no - I don't have children and I haven't got a clue as to how to raise them. But I do have a good idea as to what is wrong and right, and have the descent values that if I did have a child I would want them to know and learn and I have enough love to give and for me that is all that really matters.
To me Blogging is an Online diary that you allow everyone to view. That thought is a little unsettling sometimes.
Anyways, I was talking today to someone I care about and look up to. Someone who has always made me smile and laugh when everything else in my life brought me down. I thought he knew me pretty well. And would have known I love children and know my situation in that field.
Granted I have no children of my own right now, and who knows if I ever will. But it is not from lack of interest in wanting them but for medical reasons why I dont have them now.
We got into a conversation about playing out in the snow, building snow forts and castles and making snow angels and snowmen. He made a comment that he hasn't done any of that since he was in his teens, which is kinda sad. But he does have a child and I mentioned to him about not doing any of these things with his son and he said no that he doesnt play out in the snow. A few things were said as to why he doesn't play in the snow. I in turn gave an opinion as to why I thought his child felt this way. In no way was I putting him down or trying to tell him how to raise his child. Just simply and observation and common sense which Im sure anyone with or without a child would put together.
Whether it was in playing or him meaning what he said, the words that came out of his mouth did hurt. And me being how I am, refused to show him and let him know that what he said did hurt me alot.
To paraphrase what he said was basically that I didn't have any children so who was I to tell him how to raise his child. And when I have a child then I can give him advice.
Now why is it that some people feel that because you don't have children, that you haven't a clue as to how to raise them or that you would have no clue as to how to handle them or even know what to do with them. It's always something like: You wouldn't understand you don't have any children or how could you possible know you dont have children.
You know just because you do have a child doesn't mean that you have all the answers and have the market cornered on parenthood.
Believe me, I know plenty of parents that haven't a clue and don't care and it shows in their children. So you tell me, is possible I wouldn't or couldn't do a better job???
You can ask any of my friends how I am with children and they will all tell you that I would be a good parent.
As a matter of fact........there are many cases where trying to be too good of a parent doesnt help the child in the least. No one wants to see their child hurt or see them have any troubles but you know what, that is life. And that is how most of us learned how to live and survive because face it.......the world is not a perfect place and to have your child live in this big fantasy world that everything is all fine and dandy will only hurt them in the end. Not saying you have to be harsh with them but let them learn that they cant get everything they want all the time, that no - life isn't fair. But that not matter what happens and what they choose to do you will always love them and support them.
So no - I don't have children and I haven't got a clue as to how to raise them. But I do have a good idea as to what is wrong and right, and have the descent values that if I did have a child I would want them to know and learn and I have enough love to give and for me that is all that really matters.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Let's Talk About Sex
My Friend Danny and I were talk today during lunch break. As much as we talk about alot of different topics it always seems to some how come around to sex talk.
Todays topic was '"Power Tools" or "Toys" and masturbation.
Unlike most women I seem to have an overly active high sex drive.
So when this topic came up I had to bring the question up to see what a typical guys answer would be (Which I already knew) but being with my husband up for over 10 years, up until recently, I was kinda starting to second guess myself.
So the question I posed was this: Say you were laying in bed with your GF, Wife, Significant other etc and you noticed she was starting to play with herself. What would you do? How would you feel?
Most would say maybe watch for a bit then when you couldn't take it any longer join in, right?That's what I thought. Well for me I wasnt so lucky. As long as I didnt bother my husband for any pleasurable tasks he was happy. So I had to turn my my toys.
Which in turn lead to another question. Well maybe not so much of a question as a statement Danny made.
He said that if he was to see his gf masturbating that it would definitely turn him on and it wouldnt take hime long to get aroused. And in turn he would definitely have to participate in her fun. But then he made a comment that he might be slightly intimidated by her using the toy.
In asking why he would be intimidated, he mentioned that the toy will never get tired and will keep going and going and going. So what would make her just turn to her toy and not want to have anything to do with him?
So Guys...... Is it intimidating for you?
And Girls if you had a guy who wanted to take care of you sexually and you did have a toy would you end up turning to you toy more? I think not, but that is just me.
I think Incorporating both together is extrememly exciting and fun and can make things last even longer!
Then the question of size was brought up. I told Danny that size doesnt really matter as long as the guy knows what he is doing. But he was arguing with me that size does matter. He said he never heard a female tell him that they wished he was smaller.
Well Hello....we arent' going to say we want smaller. But just because you are big -- if you dont know how to use it then what does it matter????
So another question is...... Does size really matter?
Todays topic was '"Power Tools" or "Toys" and masturbation.
Unlike most women I seem to have an overly active high sex drive.
So when this topic came up I had to bring the question up to see what a typical guys answer would be (Which I already knew) but being with my husband up for over 10 years, up until recently, I was kinda starting to second guess myself.
So the question I posed was this: Say you were laying in bed with your GF, Wife, Significant other etc and you noticed she was starting to play with herself. What would you do? How would you feel?
Most would say maybe watch for a bit then when you couldn't take it any longer join in, right?That's what I thought. Well for me I wasnt so lucky. As long as I didnt bother my husband for any pleasurable tasks he was happy. So I had to turn my my toys.
Which in turn lead to another question. Well maybe not so much of a question as a statement Danny made.
He said that if he was to see his gf masturbating that it would definitely turn him on and it wouldnt take hime long to get aroused. And in turn he would definitely have to participate in her fun. But then he made a comment that he might be slightly intimidated by her using the toy.
In asking why he would be intimidated, he mentioned that the toy will never get tired and will keep going and going and going. So what would make her just turn to her toy and not want to have anything to do with him?
So Guys...... Is it intimidating for you?
And Girls if you had a guy who wanted to take care of you sexually and you did have a toy would you end up turning to you toy more? I think not, but that is just me.
I think Incorporating both together is extrememly exciting and fun and can make things last even longer!
Then the question of size was brought up. I told Danny that size doesnt really matter as long as the guy knows what he is doing. But he was arguing with me that size does matter. He said he never heard a female tell him that they wished he was smaller.
Well Hello....we arent' going to say we want smaller. But just because you are big -- if you dont know how to use it then what does it matter????
So another question is...... Does size really matter?
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Week from Hell
Ok, I must be going through an initiation.
Let me tell you this has so far been the week from HELL!!!!
I had been off work since about 3pm Wednesday afternoon. Thursday was Thanksgiving and Friday I took off.
So Im back to work on Monday and all hell breaks loose. I knew I would have work to do and catch up on but this is crazy.
I have 5 sets of labels I needed to get printed and sorted not to mention my postage dues, taking phone calls for new subscribers or cancelled subscription or problems with deliveries. I get a phone call from the Albany Post Office that the Statement of Ownership isn't right. Well the numbers are in the wrong places and I have to do them again.
Then Dave from the Albany PO called looking for the other set of paper work that he didn't have. I know we printed it out and sent it to them. This was back in the end of September. And when we mail our papers out we send a check wiht them and we can't send the check without all the paper work so obviously someone on there end lost the last set of paperwork.
Not only does all this shit happen and go on but I am feeling really off.
Not sure why. Things have been great for me. The holiday weekend was good. No stress, no problems.
But I could tell as soon as I woke up on Monday that I was just down. As the day went on it got worst and worst. Same went for today (Tuesday) First of all I woke up extremely tired and late. I didn't wake up til 7am - I have to be to work by 8.
That put me in a bit of a tizzy. By the time I got to work it all started in again. The phones, the problems........uuuuggggghhhhhhh -- Calgone Take Me AWAY!!!!!
Let me tell you this has so far been the week from HELL!!!!
I had been off work since about 3pm Wednesday afternoon. Thursday was Thanksgiving and Friday I took off.
So Im back to work on Monday and all hell breaks loose. I knew I would have work to do and catch up on but this is crazy.
I have 5 sets of labels I needed to get printed and sorted not to mention my postage dues, taking phone calls for new subscribers or cancelled subscription or problems with deliveries. I get a phone call from the Albany Post Office that the Statement of Ownership isn't right. Well the numbers are in the wrong places and I have to do them again.
Then Dave from the Albany PO called looking for the other set of paper work that he didn't have. I know we printed it out and sent it to them. This was back in the end of September. And when we mail our papers out we send a check wiht them and we can't send the check without all the paper work so obviously someone on there end lost the last set of paperwork.
Not only does all this shit happen and go on but I am feeling really off.
Not sure why. Things have been great for me. The holiday weekend was good. No stress, no problems.
But I could tell as soon as I woke up on Monday that I was just down. As the day went on it got worst and worst. Same went for today (Tuesday) First of all I woke up extremely tired and late. I didn't wake up til 7am - I have to be to work by 8.
That put me in a bit of a tizzy. By the time I got to work it all started in again. The phones, the problems........uuuuggggghhhhhhh -- Calgone Take Me AWAY!!!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Pleasure & Pain - The Paintball Incident
For a some time now it seems like everyone wants to
shoot Miker with a paintball gun.
Well on this night the time had arrived.
Here is Miker, prior to the shooting of paint balls soaring through the air in the middle of the night.
We see him befriending a cat that was curious as to what was going on.
The part we dont see is when a shot went out hitting Miker in the leg and scaring the cat.
Here is Rich finding Miker in his view
and taking aim.
Pat is already video taping the event.
Here we car see that Miker is trying to take refuge behind a tree.
Rich Taking Aim at Miker
Yet Again........
Wrapping it up!
Miker had enough.
Time to go in and check out the footage
and damage.
Unfortunately these were the only picts I got.
The video Im sure is way more action packed and Funnier.
I'll see what I can do about maybe getting a stream to it.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Relocating Blog Witness Protection Program
Welcome
Hey sorry for any hassels this may cause you....... I decided to relocate my blog.
One main reason behind this is Paul. He has been reading my blogs on yahoo and all I hear from him is whinning nad bitching from him.
Im tired of hearing "Why do you have to put your life on the internet" and "Im tired of hearing frmo my friends what you say or do"
Well hello...... Who the hell told them I had a blog on line in the first place???? Obviously it was his big mouth.......So in turn who's damn fault is it that his friends are reading my blog??? And it isn't like I've been saying anything really bad yet....... and Yes I mean yet....... things have been pretty calm for me lately but Im sure at some point they will start to get crazy.
So this will be my new home.
Hey sorry for any hassels this may cause you....... I decided to relocate my blog.
One main reason behind this is Paul. He has been reading my blogs on yahoo and all I hear from him is whinning nad bitching from him.
Im tired of hearing "Why do you have to put your life on the internet" and "Im tired of hearing frmo my friends what you say or do"
Well hello...... Who the hell told them I had a blog on line in the first place???? Obviously it was his big mouth.......So in turn who's damn fault is it that his friends are reading my blog??? And it isn't like I've been saying anything really bad yet....... and Yes I mean yet....... things have been pretty calm for me lately but Im sure at some point they will start to get crazy.
So this will be my new home.
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